Showing posts with label Sartre. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sartre. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Liber-Tea

08:00 No taxicabs. I gave up on going to my planned destination and decided to go somewhere else.
08:15 I headed towards my favorite spot in Tunis. A simple coffee shop where I feel familiar and where I find comfort. A simple place that feels like home. my home. The moment I entered the place I felt uneasy. Something was different this time. Instead of the owners of the coffee shop, I found an old man and a middle-aged woman. Instead of the regular customers, I found people who were too neat, too pretty, too perfect. People who had their fingernails varnished and their hair straightened. People who had fancy clothes and expensive smartphones. And I ... I colonized the table found in the center of their property. This time I was not the inhabitant. I was the alien with my messed-up hair, sick nose and anxious thoughts. It was the case till he came in.. one of the owners of the place. Can you imagine the amount of relief a familiar face can bring you?
13:21 There is a fine line between familiarity and routine. Change coffee shop? No. I'll change seats.
15:02 Sitting here all day long all alone at the coffee shop made me remember Simone when she used to sit all alone for hours at the Café du Flore in the company of her writings and a glass of white wine. If she was not intimidated by solitude, so won't I.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

الخبل الأعمى

Sartre & Simone

- سأخبرك سراً
- افعلي ذلك 
- أنا معجبة به إلى حد الخبل. سيعلم ذلك وسيسعى إلى تحطيم قلبي مهما كلفه الأمر. سينتهي الأمر بمأساة. أنا متأكدة من ذلك. 2006، أحببت شخصاً لا يبادلني الحب. 2009، أحببت شخصاً خدعني، خانني، خذلني، تخلى عني. 2014، أحببت شخصاً لم يبادلني الحب. السافل! أوقعني في الفرندزون. 2015.. لا أعلم كيف سينتهي الأمر. لا أريده أن ينتهي. عليه ألا يعلم.
- من؟ حبيبك؟ 
- لا. بل اتحدث عنه هو.. 
- من؟؟ 
- هو! هو! شششش.. 
- حسنا. نحن بمفردنا الآن. لم تهمسين؟ 
- حتى لا يسمعنا القدر.