I have disregarded my feelings, especially the bad ones, for so long to the point that I cannot know how I am supposed to feel in particular situations.
I want to feel again. I want to be able to reach out for my feelings again.I want to be able to express them in a way deeper and better than before.
I want to be able to know myself; know who I am, what I want and what I need.
I have put myself into denial for a long time to the point that I got myself lost.. lost in an endless sea with no lighthouse to guide me home.